stress

stress, as in "there is too much stress on this rope, it's going to snap" is what's inside me. and i snap from time to time. i have absolutely NO reasons to feel this way and i'm mad that i do. i snap at my cat, at people, i cry for no reasons... why?? i passed the prelims! i don't have too much to do yet for the prospectus! i only really have one class and i think i'll handle it, even if it's with a B. why???

i need to swim. but where and how and when?

thank god time flies and we'll be in december before i know it. i hope.