exhausted

so i had all this energy in the last 2-3 weeks, since spring break, really, and have done so much!! and now i'm stuck, because of 2 things: this girl in the statistics department who's not writing me back (and pretended she never recieved my first email) and my advisor who didn't like me to call the irb before i asked her. we're going to have to make up our minds: am i on my own here, or not?? because i thought i was, except for moral support...

it's frustrating!

i had a third interview today and it was good, and tomorrow i have 3 interviews after i go to xiaoye's dissertation defense. that one guy today was really cute!!

A.'s supposed to call me tonight, he's still in the US and i need help with the caucus stuff... i don't want to depend on people's help with that thing, and i know that some think i'll have to be "assisted" ... i don't want to be like the last emperor, a face, with the controlling powers behind me!

anyway, you could almost think i'm french, with all this complaining! hehe!!