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ok so could someone tell me how this works?! i have this major mess in my head, this overwhelming panic all over me, this feeling that i'm doing thirty thousand things at the same time and not doing anything at the same time, the feeling that i'm all doing it wrong and not going anywhere... and then i just go talk to margie and it all becomes clear and simple and easy. weird.

so i first thought i could do my big study in the fall, then i gave up and decided to do it in the winter... but now it looks like i could do it in the fall after all...